first, can we just drop the subject about ????? ? what you think about ????? just keep in your heart. we're a family, i'm sure we know what you are thinking about. true friends are those who can tell what's happening and hearts being connected. without saying, " i treasure you" , " i care for you" what if they say that? did they do it? or did they just say without even thinking about it?
let time heal everything. god knows just what to do. he'ill guide us to a way.
secondly. our first outing has been cancelled again. i don't really have comments about that. but if i had gone out today. nothing would have happen to me.
thirdly. i know all of you would want to know what happened. priscilla called me. we talked alot. and soon after. i went to the kitchen for a cup of milo and biscuits. and obviously. i will switch on the telly. my mum switched off. she says i waste electricity. (wow) i wondered why, because she has been hogging the tv for the past few days. and i've never switched on the tv for the past few days. or even a week. nevermind about that. as you all don't know... i haven't been talking to my mum for three days. for some particular reason, and because i say something, i will be ASSUMED of shouting, and saying something terribly wrong. hence i decided not to talk. my sis, for some reason, didn't talk to her too. ( i think same reason) so. i went to wash my cup. dropping my cup out of accident, she ASSUMES that i purposely bang it, to vent my anger. (HOW amazing) so assuming its ALL my fault (as USUAL) my clothes were all thrown out of the cupboard. my bags were thrown out. my books were thrown on my table. i was asked to leave. (mind you, she was shouting. ) i packed my clothes. i placed threw them on my bed. i threw my bag onto my table. i didn't care about my books. i never left.
she said she shouldn't have gave birth to me. she said she will treat as if she doesn't have a daughter. she said she didn't mind having one less child.
these arrows... have not shot me once before. they have been shot continuosly. just like how my tears flow as i type.
those arrows never shot my sister before. why must they shoot me?
at that moment i really felt like packing and leaving. leave this house. leave all the tantrums she is throwing on me
she blames me for not talking to her.
i don't talk, i get scolded, i talk, i also get scolded. what am i to do?
i persisted. i just sat there. staring at my maths paper. allowing her to throw things onto me.
i wasn't sad anymore. i was pissed.
11:54 PM;
have a MILKY chat
err. maybe lynn you can create an account and put the codes here? :D
our many wonderful memories
when we get more pictures from outings,
let's create a photo album and put here! :D